I am an extreme planner. I make lists with sub-lists, and I like to plan trips at least a week in advance. It gives me control and allows me to make sure I don't forget any of the little details. I would have liked to have known a week ago that our loan had gone through underwriting and we'd been approved for the loan; that all we were waiting for was signing all those stacks, and stacks, and stacks of papers.
In order for my husband to get uninterrupted work, he tends to work at night and sleep during the day. The current house is not arranged particularly well for this. His bedroom shares a wall with one of the kids bedrooms and our bedroom happens to be at the end of a hall with tile floors (can you say echos and acoustics). The new house however, will be perfect. Perhaps that's part of my I'm so on edge. I see how the new house will make
When I feel particularly on edge, I remind myself of Jeremiah 29:11:
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to
harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Praise God, He is on my side! No matter what happens, it's in my families best interest.
Don't you feel that? Peace. Sweet peace.
UPDATE:
The wait is over. Just heard back from the bank and we've been approved! Closing is set for tomorrow at 4PM. God is good and faithful, even to little ol' me.
There is no question that I am similar to you in the planning and getting on edge when I am unable to plan. I have found a new tool for that too that I've fallen in love with (workflowy.com). I will keep you all in my thoughts. Love the verse.
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